This is my comic life.

Back after a year.

2011-05-25T18:02:00.001-07:00

Hey everyone! Or maybe theres noone out there reading this blog
But I don`t really care who really reads it.
This is my virtual space and I can write whatever I want and heck, who reads it.
I haven`t been blogging for such a long time and really miss it.
I tried tumblr but to me it isnt really true
to me because you are taking others work and
making look as though its yours.
SO I`ve decided to go back to my roots.
BLOGSPOT~!
Well, its a year and buckets of events have passed.
I`ve changed-:
School.
Boyfriend
Personality
Perspective
and I am definitely more mature.
My post wont be constant though because I will be busy preparing for my A levels.
Till the next post.

PS: I`m sorry there is no photos or any graphics for you to look at.

2010-04-23T18:41:00.001-07:00

I need to get a remote control for my life.

2010-04-22T13:21:00.001-07:00

Weird-est and loudest question I`ve heard today is:

'Have you kissed?'

I don't know how to react to that.Seriously.

& also

'Can I touch your butt?'

Cheer is absolutely making me SEX-cited. I love and dig it. Though most people think it is a glamorous thing to do but trust me, there are an immense time of unglam-ness. Like when a guy lift you up but you don't jump high enough causing you to grind into a guy`s face. It is not attractive for even one moment. Unless you are a pervert.

Shopping is still my first love.

2010-04-17T16:48:00.000-07:00

I love this tank top. This is a very good tool to shoo away all those pervert-looking guys.

I saw this tank top on Forever21 website and i love it. I think its in stores now in Singapore.

Saw it the other day at vivo. GGGRRR! I miss shopping.

4reason why i havent gone shopping:

1.I`m afraid i dont have enough cash for the rest of the month.

2. I need to pay my overwhelmingly high phone bill.

3.No time

4.I want to shop with my old shopping babies!(Fiona and Vanessa)miss you babe.

But if i want to go shopping, I need to clean up my wardrobe. AGAIN!

My mum says that i`m beginning to be a slob nowadays which is true.

Once I get home from school, i have dinner and change then ZZZ.

Do you see anytime where I can even clean up my room?

wait, I got time now. I have 3 hours before my tuition starts.

Okay byes. cleaning in process

Dont sass me.

2010-04-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

I cant believe I did this yesterday. Camwhoring with Sufyan?! I am so not a camwhorer until he forced me into this.

But we are nice enough to let Li Jie and Aglin join into our camwhoring moment. Haha. They are so cute.

miss you granny

2010-04-12T00:39:00.000-07:00

I remembered the last time my granny came over . We had an unforgettable conversation.
My nenek is so cute.
Nenek: Hayati hayati, Ni HP makne handphone eh? Pointing to the laptop brand
Hayati: Taklaaa.. HP makne nye Hewlett Packard la nek!

Facebook love truly exist.

2010-04-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

Thanks to him, I am able to do slightly better in my studies. With the help of his daily coaching and his consistent phonecalls to remind me to do my homework. ANNOYING MUCH? I didnt think so till yesterday.

Location:Kovan Popular Bookstore

Time: 5 pm?

I was looking for notebooks

*Sufyan playing with books behind me*

Me: Ehk, what you doing? SO noisy you know!

Sufyan:Yes or no?

Me:*confused and blur face on* What are you talking about?

Sufyan: No, you read properly

*I stared carefully at the books he was playing with on the shelves*

he arranged the book title to write:WILL YOU BE MINE?

*Drop notebooks on the floor**He picks it up*

Sufyan: So?

Me:*nods head violently*

Sufyan: YES!!!

Bookshop auntie:SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!Can quiet or not?!

Some aunties know how to spoil the moments.

Gotta study. BYES!

I can`t believe either.

2010-04-10T07:43:00.000-07:00

It`s official♥

*I wish we had a more glam picture.

miss those effing times.

2010-04-09T18:30:00.000-07:00

I could never forget this bloody party. LOVE IT! Ruban had to postpone today bbq.I`ve been anticipating it for weeks. School life getting better now after my bad moods are over. My dear brother have always been helping me(Joshua). He is so helpful. Not forgetting my beloved mentor, Mr sufyan. He is so naggy everyday about my studying pattern but i know he cares. Mummy been super supportive . I miss times where i can still screw up but still be able to pick up the pieces. Eg. if i were to skip 2day of school. i can work it out on weekends. Now, if i skip 1 day of school takes me 3 whole days to keep up with my work. PLus my projects are killing me slowly.

*I wish I took more pictures to make this blogpost more amusing for you guys.Sorry babe.

2010-03-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

"A girl will look for the boyfriend at the end of the day,
she will look for the ice cream at the end of the relationship"
- From me.

I am currently sick and at home. Totally missing out on education here. I want to do my work but my head too fuzzy to think about anything but my head too active to fall asleep. Need someone to sing a lullaby or a sleeping pill. Heard Ruban having a barbeque soon . Super SEXCITED about it. Dude, I am so IN for it.

KL trip 2010

2010-03-17T09:19:00.000-07:00

It have been a lightyear since i last blog. I will use my usual excuse: BUSY LAH! I just got back from my KL trip and had marvelous time there. It was a family trip. What did we do there?

We eat

We play

We chill

We were tourist by day,

Camwhore-er by night.
Manage to find the halal version of the non-halal fastfood restaurant in singapore.
We actually took the train!!(Seriously it is a big deal)
And went to their street markets.(it is a BIGGER deal)

But we got lost at every corner.
But it was all smiles for us.

We camwhored in the toilet because the hotel room had a weird stench in the room. Maybe got ghost or something. I dont know. Manage to do most of my shopping there and got some souvenirs for my dear friends but not sure if there is enough to go around. I am so sorry if some of you didnt get anything.

Beauty sleep time

I`m doing this because i`ve promised someone to do it.

2010-03-07T07:17:00.000-08:00

OHMYGAWD! I cannot believe that I`m actually making time to blog now.I am only blogging because I promise Sufyan I will blog soon .(Trying very hard not to break my promises) I swear on Justin Bieber grave that this week wasn't easy at all. My week suck at first and continue to suck lesser because I have realiable friends like Joshua and suchi and Cody and Suhaida. I kept procrastinating on homework because i was dead tired after track training and Pe.

My weekend was just as hectic. I tried to be a wonderwoman and squeeze in two events into a day :Physics project and Sentosa outing.

Physics project: My mom let me skip religious class for that day only. I feel bad for it but it was worth it. I manage to get all the shots for our Physics project. We were overjoyed when we found the merry-go-round. Pearlynn was exceptionally helpful and very cute as usual. Josh was the camera man. Luckily Siti was around to help out. (She is only helping so she can skip religious classes)

yay! we found it!

Come on, guys. Push harder.

SMILE! its break time.

I didnt really get to touch sentosa sandy beaches because i came late. It Joshua fault! He came late. So i met my OG(orientation group) at vivo. I think i kinda of pissed some of them off because this outing was my idea and i came late. deep sincere apologises guys. Attendance: Suchi, James, Kester, Ke ting, Si thu , Vanessa and I . After i met them, we went to eat dinner at Long John. had to squeeze because got no seats. haiz. After that we went to play.....

POOL!

I love them!

Sexy right?

I wish I took more pictures. But i was too busy enjoying myself with the Guitar heroes and Dance Revolution. We had a great time. We kept laughing about our first few days in School and how the guys were acting when they were at Sentosa . I like to take this opportunity to thank Hakim for his Baby(camera).

After vivo, Vanessa had to meet vinu(sorry if wrong spelling) and play an online zombie shooting game(seriously forgot the game title). Ke ting, kester and Suchi had to leave already. I just moved with the flow and go to Bugis(Iluma) but the place was pack. Ended up i had to say bye byeto them due to family reasons. So i left vanessa with Vinu. Sorry vanessa.

I need to sleep.

Another time darlings.

No smooching this year.

2010-02-16T08:22:00.000-08:00

This post will be short and sweet. The CNY cum Valentine`s day post.
I will admit that I didnt have a valentine this year(again). Not that I am incapable of getting a valentine but I will be busy on that day. I did have a few offers but I rejected all of them because I had a family activity to do which i will elaborate in a few moments. I rejected because i did not want to disappoint the guy and i must to put my family first before my dating life(which is dead).

On Saturday, I had to wake up and wash up so we could go bbq at East coast. It turned out that we suppose to camp out also. My mom left that very minor yet significant detail out!!! But its okay. At night till wee hours of the moring, 6 of my cousins and my sister plus I, were busy exchanging info about each other life. I realise that all of us had been missing from each other life for quite sometime. We use to meet every other weekend when we were younger and now, POOF! We`re not there. I miss you guys. I mean it. While we were busy talking about ourselves, we also had some very intersting source of entertainment. hahaha(you people will never know). Plus I manage to meet Suchi before that. How super am I? We were talking about boys or rather HUNKS!

The rest of my male cousin refuse to take a photo. That only the girls and 2 cousins, Azlan and the red shirt guy, Shahrul. Cute right? Both taken!

I realise i`m being a bitch for not telling you guys anything about my school so I will probably blog about it next time.But i`m not promising anything.

Cheerios!

Just updating.

2010-02-05T21:24:00.000-08:00

You are staring at my very unusual, pouting-loving, crazy bitch sister. I hate myself like for 3seconds of the day today because I realise her birthday is this Monday. I TOTALLY FORGOT MY OWN SISTER BIRTHDAY!!!

My hectic school life made me forget. Dont even know what to get for her birthday. Worst part is that I usually know what to get for her because I know her very well. But this few days, Only thing I know about her is that she got a boyfriend that all.(I`m jealous cos` I dont have one.)

Her boyfriend that Kris Allen look-alike.

Got any gift suggestion? Put it on my Cbox if you dont mind and include name please. It is fully appreciated.

If you people dont notice, I also updated on my Links. YAY! It`s a very big deal okay. I dont usually do it on my own. If you look at my links on the left, you will notice 'Vanessa blogshop'. This vanessa not the vanessa from Loyang Sec. She is from my JC! So, you girls should check it out because her clothess can make you girls sizzling hot. LIKE ME! I`m serious.

Need to eat.BYE!

Long lost photos.

2010-02-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

YAY! Finally got a suitable memory card reader. Thank you mummy.
This are my photos from new year. I`m such a DUH! Wait one month then upload.

If you forgotten how I spend my New Year. It was at the Hyatt Hotel with my brunei friends, Tazneem and Nazreen.

My new journey.

2010-01-29T21:01:00.000-08:00

I realise not many people are updating. I wonder why?
I got my postings. I am not going to tell obviously. so go find out yourself.

But I give you a clue. I started school already. The orientation was AWESOME!

I admit that the JC2 guys are ultra hot. I love it there! Love the people i`ve met so far.

SUE!

So, i went to 2 parties last night after school. My feet, knees and ankles were in obvious agony because they were swollen when I got home. I went to the interchange with Siti to meet Sue and this guy I got to know, Fiq. Oh, and met Siti`s date, Afiq. I just realise that he looked like Kris Allen but a little bit matrep-looking. Still cute though.

Siti and her date.

We walked all the way to the Aloha Loyang. Its far okay. Saw Ruben at the door. Gave him a kiss. Got in. Sue and I quickly go find food. Thank god there was food. I was totally starving. I didnt eat lunch yesterday. My fault. We played some games then left to go to Fir Birthday party.

Fiq and Hakim accompany us all the way to the Firdaus(Fir) Party. We walked a long way. Thank to them! We gave him the present. Didn't intend to hang around.
Alot of M_ TR_ P.(FILL IN VOWELS) there. We left. Siti sent Afiq off. I went back to Ruben party with Hajir, Fir ,AZIM! and some other dude. Then gave out kisses like its for free.

OOPS! Caught red handed!

Okay the rest is all up to your imagination.

If you think that I fuck some guy, You got very bad imagination.

I forgot how the party ended. So enjoy!

*I started blogging again because I know Sue would read it. Thanks babe!

Isit too late to say sorry?

2010-01-15T09:05:00.000-08:00

Remember when this was taken?November 2008.

You people have no idea how long it took me to compose this post.

This is not some post that I suddenly got bored one night and said'why don't I blog about him?'

and hopped off to blog about him.NO! It is not like that.

You have no idea how long I've been thinking about this post.

Erm, maybe since I left you?A year ago.

I am truly sorry that i left you,Amirul.

I never meant to hurt you.

I honestly thought we might last till today.

Its my fault that it didn't happen.

I am the one who left.

Thank you so much for helping me for all this time.

The changes in you made me want to avoid you. You were suddenly this annoying and obnoxious jerk that i never knew.Not the sweet, intelligent and caring guy i knew.So I left because I couldn't tolerate the new you.Yet, I still blame myself till today for not accommodating you.

It wasn't all sunny on my side when I left you. Forgetting you was the hardest part. You weren't like all my other ex which i could just forget easily because they are quite distant from me. But you were there all the time, Geography, maths,English,Malay and others classes. I tried so hard to put on a poker face and ignoring all the noise you made in class. I felt as though I stabbed my own heart but very very slowly when i tried to look at you.

Every time I looked at you, memories would rush in.

KOREA.HOLIDAYS.OUR LONG PHONECALLS.etc

I admit that I tried to get rid of everything that reminded me of you.

Opted for a different class.

Gave back your shirt.

Threw away the identical ripcurl bag.

Deleted all the utterly sweet messages you sent.

If I could avoid school, I would.

I also left you because we were getting too close. That made me terrified.

I felt awkward when you suggested if we could be together.

Realise that I somehow break up with you and still wanted to be near you?

Being your friend, was my sick and twisted way of us being together.

Every time the thought of me leaving you was painful for me.

And when i actually did it and remember when I did it, tears would roll down my cheeks.

I bet you are wondering why I am doing it here rather than saying it in your face. Fine, I have no guts to say in person or I am afraid that when you hear the words from my mouth, you`ll just ignore me like what I did to give me a taste of my own medicine.I dearly hope you are reading this.

Forgive me?

after results post.

2010-01-13T06:04:00.000-08:00

OK! My last post was rather brief so lets do more in depth stuff.
I should have come clean about my results for each bugger subject.

English-B4
Combine humans-A2
A.maths&E.maths&Phy&Chem-B3
Malay-C5

Personally; my sciences kinda of pissed me off because i spend invested heavily on that but its best to be happy with what god gave you. Hahaha.Funny thing is that everyone like including god into their blog post so i felt i should use it because its seems hackneyed and i`m scared god will give me karma for not including him. I thank you for this results.

TODAY: I went to Jc open house eg. Yishun and Anderson. I also went to Meridian Jc despite knowing my results. I went there to torture my soul and teach myself a lesson.
THE LESSON: You stupid bitch! If you hadnt tried harder you would have been here and be one of this Meridian kiddos.

I guess I just have to suck it up and move on. MOVE ON HAYATI!
I will be fine after I go shopping again. Only god knows when i`m going to have enough money to do that.

toodles:)

RESULTS!

2010-01-11T21:34:00.001-08:00

I reckon that most of you would want to know my O` level results since I wasnt there.

L1R4-15
L1R5-18
*both without cca.

I am neither proud of my results nor euphoric about it. Truthfully I am upset because I did not get go to my dream Jc . I am still stuck between going to a Jc or a poly. But i was thinking of not going to poly because I will definitely get distracted by all the cca,guys and the obssession of dressing up. But I know if i go Jc i have to work 10times harder than every other kid in the other JC.SO hardwork or overcoming distraction?

I hope the rest of my friends are able to make up their mind about what to do next. Because I dont know what to do already.

Three malay guys in a row.

2009-12-27T07:00:00.001-08:00

You see this geek-looking guy a massive amount of time on television.

Ironically, he is this year Singapore Idol.

He manage to beat this girl below during the finals.

The bigger irony is that most Singaporeans I know were hoping for a Female Idol this time.
But in reality, Sezairi is the third Malay male Idol.

I can give two assumption from this.

Singaporeans are sexist:

They like the male species better than the female species which give sezairi a bigger chance of winning. Judging by most of the talent or singing competition(eg. campus superstar or Anugerah) in Singapore who have mostly male winners. SEE MY POINT?

Singaporean loves the Malays:

I can infer this because (DUH!) all the Idols are Malay.

I know most people will go:

WHATDHELL! I know confirm all the Malay go support that Sezairi guy. I think they go vote until their pre-paid low.

I pity that Sylvia. She very sweet than THIS MALAY guy go and win. So BUSTED!

From my point of view, I think fortunately Sezairi won because it may prevent this from happening. Cat-fight between Tabitha and Sylvia.

Tabitha: You stupid bitch!!!! It was suppose to be me!

Sylvia: Sorry arh sister! I guess Singaporean don't like fat girls like you.

Tabitha: What fat? I`m healthy okay!(retorting in denial)

Sylvia:SHUT UP LARH! Go party at serangoon garden with all the bangla.

(they start pulling each other hair till Tabitha wig falls off)

I seriously think Tabitha is fake. I had to readjust the picture to make sure her fat thighs arent THAT LARGE. Okay lame.

Seriously, I dont really care who win. I am definitly not racist. I am just placing the view of what I think people will say in their hearts. I strongly believe that singapore Idol have came a long way.

Better talent and better wardrobe. They just have to change one thing. Remove GURMIT SINGH! He is so corny and cheesy. He puts me to sleep every time he tries to say something. He like a disgusting old man in a suit trying to make people vote. GROSS!

X`mas!

2009-12-27T06:11:00.000-08:00

I just using my computer time to wish you guys:

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

It have been a really long weekend. I have been spending time with my family of course.
The somber part of it was that I forgot where we have been. So I cant tell you much about my weekend.
Let me try to remember(Using my sister as a reference):

24th dec:
We went to vivo to get shoes for siti. Ironically, Zaimah(monkey) bought her shoes instead. Then we went to East Coast to Rollerblade and have our dinner.

25th:
Merry Christmas! We went to the hospital to visit my great-grandmother. She is the last descender of the 4th generation in my family. She now having cancer. I hope she can overcome it. We went to queensway to buy siti shoe.

26th:
We went out for dinner and ate Arnold's. Decided to watch a movie but Sherlock Holmes and avatar were totally sold out. We watch a Chinese movie:Bodyguards and Assassin. It was bloody, gory and very despairing. It was about the new revolution of Communism. Show like alot of people died while this Sun bastard who had a meeting with delegates. I read up on the topic on the web and it turn out that this Sun bastard ended up running away to Taiwan and didnt lead on the communist revolution. The injustice made me feel so choleric.

27th(today):
We kept eating the whole day. Ate at Boon Keng and Kallang. Then we went to Expo and check out the sales. It was nothing fantastic. Trust me!

Sorry no picture to show I having a face problem right now so i have to avoid the cameras for a while. I fell ill after the busy weekend. Stupid Weather! I not use to the cold. I not sure if I can make it to the outing with the girls. I will try. I have been drugging myself every morning and night. Usually I do it at night but since I want to go out, I do it more often.

Even though I don't celebrate Christmas but the feeling is here this year regardless me being boyfriend-less. I finally feel that I know my family for the first time. Like I finally know siti want to be famous and zaimah wants to be a nurse. I can really feel the warmth and comfort when I`m with them. I gives me a fuzzy feeling in my tummy when we talking about something funny or about someone.

I am truly contented.

The twilight saga.

2009-12-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

I finally watched New Moon.
TWO WORDS:
Romantic & Erotic
to me.

I actually wanted to watch the movie while on a date. Fortunately I didn't.
Phew! If not.........
Instead I watched the movie with Zaimah(my smaller sister) because siti was sick.
After watching the movie, I don't quite understand the love attraction between Bella swan and Jacob Black. I thought reading the book will help and kill the boredom that I`m experiencing at home. Must go look for Zara tomorrow.

My verdict of the movie:

Taylor Lautner is ultra hot!!! I would lick his tummy abs all night if he wanted me to do that.
I WANT TO BE IN THE NEXT MOVIE!!!!! I think my acting will be good for the movie and I am very professional at acting.

Ironically I had a dream about him the other day. We were like at a fashion show and he was sitting on my right and I could feel his breath on my neck. He was whispering in my ears and he kept kissing me. I felt I could melt. It was extremely real.

Talking about dreams. My sister(Siti) had an asthma attack while she was sleeping. The thing about siti is that she hallucinates every time she gets sick. She claims that in her dream that I was strangling her and she felt her windpipe crushed in her throat. How unrealistic?
I am so awesomely nice. How could I kill anyone?!

Goodnight

Partial Family Reunion

2009-12-13T23:10:00.001-08:00

Chubby Bunny!

This was my aunt chalet. It was at Costa sand last Sunday. Chalet number: H03.
We came like at 5pm but everyone was gone except my aunt`s helper. They went to escape theme park. At night, my sisters , cousin(the girl in red)(elyana) and I went to the arcade. They acted like total retards there. Play para-para dance and scream at the top of their lungs at everything. I tried the game that Joe kept talking about. I sucked at it. Worst part there were like a bunch of guys behind me laughing at how bad I was. SO half way the game I just walked away. I know I love the ATTENTION but it was outrageously awkward. But the guys were cute. hehe. On the way back to the chalet, I saw nadya and afiq. I`m sorry but I kinda of gagged when I saw her. You know she has a mole and then she go pierce on her upper lip and her stud was black. From my angle,it seemed that she grown another mole. hahahah! Sorry. No offence.

I learnt something about this chalet. Your family will never forget you. When my aunt asked me to help her out to start the fire, she was reminiscing about my childhood and my parents. I also realised that your family get so shock when you grown up to be more beautiful. hahah. self-praised. But that what it seemed from my uncle reaction.

Uncle: HAYATI!
ME: Yes uncle. Do you need anything?
Uncle: Seriously?! HAYATI!
ME: YES IT IS ME!
UNCLE: OMG! GIRLS! You all are so grown up.
*as he pulls siti and I towards him and kissed us*

This chalet was quite an eye opener. I never realise that I haven't been spending time with my uncle, aunt or cousin. I just wished I get more chance to do it.

I missed out on alot.

2009-12-13T22:36:00.000-08:00

I am depressed. Why?

2 reason:

1. I have food poisoning.

I went to a wedding yesterday. It was across the street. If I`m not wrong we were invited by my dad friend who works at al-istighar. I say this line with a heavy heart. I HATE THE WEDDING!!!!! It had atrocious and deafening Indian music. You could totally tell that no one in the multi-purpose hall tried to talk because of the music. The food look like it had already spoilt especially the meat dish. The meat was still red when it was in the platter. EWWW! I could not stop going to the toilet till late. I couldn't sleep till 4 am. NOW! I cant go do my shopping in town because of my tummy ache. So sickening.

2. I feel that I missed out a lot of my holidays.

I went through a number of my friends blogs and facebook. I realise I miss some opportunity to go out with them. Example: I did not get to go to the play that my Drama club attended at the Drama Centre. That means i did not get to meet Zara, Sadrinah , Mamat and etc. I blame it on my work. I also missed a chance to celebrate hari raya haji. That figured why i didnt bother mentioning about it. Plus I keep making dates with hykel to go watch new moon but I`ve been so busy that i neglected him plus now he fly off to some other part of South East Asia without watching new moon with me.Darn it!

At least there a happy side to this. I manage to put in some plans into my weeks. Like going shopping with Vanessa. I got to go out with Hakim and take a lot of pictures. I hope I can get well and on time for the cage this Wednesday. I promise some coral dudes that we will go chill at Haji Lane.
I`ll pray for my health.
Try to sleep early. (Hard to do that because most of my friends don't sleep so early)

Steamboat-ing

2009-12-09T01:50:00.001-08:00

In the midst of my working week, I manage to squeeze streamboat into my hectic schedule. It was initally kevin`s idea but they decided to make it at my house due to religious reason.(The halal rule). So we went shopping at Giant on the a Monday morning to go grocery shopping and then go make the fruit salad. On tuesday night after work they were at my place eating. Individuals that were present : Moses, Shawn, Fiona, Kevin, Siti , My mum, Zaimah , ME!

This steamboat was like a cladestine affair because I didnt invite that many people.

Doesnt this look delicious?

Fiona, kevin and I made the fruit salad seen above. Unfortunately, the people who ate the fruit salad had brain freeze after that. Did I say that I didnt wash my hand while I made the salad? It was an accident. Sorry guys.

While kevin and fiona were busy cutting fruit, I was busy going through fionas fridge. Its so neat. The best part was that it had a box filled with CANDY!!!!! See:

I have no idea why I took a picture of it.

MONDAY MORNING:

Fruit salad team!

Tuesday night:

All I can say is that the event wa filled with smiles and jokes. Everyone left my place with a full stomach and panic because their curfew was due.

Blog later.

Winx club forever and ever.

2009-12-06T06:03:00.000-08:00

That is the number of time I have watched Winx Club the Fairy Mission.

By the end of the job, I know almost all of the choreography, lines and songs of the show.

Say 'WINX!'

My favourite part of the job is the break time. Haha . Makes me sound like I`ve been slacking during my job. But I havent. During my breaktime, my sister and I manage to explore the wonders of the Business district area or maybe just their shopping malls.

Leave the dancing to the dancers, Hayati!

The part I hate about the job is trying to work with people of different ages. Like when trying to organise the system of queue-ing up. I have to discuss it with security. When I have to do the hand actions with the kids, I must try to interact with the kids(but I like this part because it`s cute).

One of the regulars.(Came and watched 7 times!!)

Isnt she cute?

There was even once when the stupid security guard wrongly accuse us that we gave out the passes but actually he was the one who gave out passes all the time and biasly.

Let me explain: He gave out ONLY 40 card(actually suppose to give 60 cards) but when he saw a pretty malay lady with two kids, he just gave away the extra passes to them only. MORON!

I actually wanted to put a photo of him here with scribbles all over his face but that will be childish and I`ve grown up.

We manage to make friends with the sound and light guys. My sister and I love hanging out at the sound room. We call it ' Audiocrib'. Must use codename so people dont know where we going.

I think I put on some weight. Dont you think so?

Must be work stress.

Do you know the most amazing thing about my job? Short hours; reasonable pay ; I havent even made a kid cry once.

(this is good because kids usually cry when they see me) :(

There a hole in my heart. I know it.

2009-11-30T07:45:00.000-08:00

Secretly I blog but in my head. I know it sounds insane and rather schizophrenic but I do it.
My head will start typing out about almost everything. etc. A cute guy to my bad day at work.
Maybe that why I seem to hardly blog here. Sorry guys:(

I just feeling upset this few weeks because I haven't been able to talk to my dad since he left for his Hajj(pilgrimage). I wasn`t able to talk to him much before he left too. I only managed to hug him and say'have a safe trip'. I didn't get to say'forgive me for all my sins' or 'come back safely'.
In a way I regretted that. I don't usually regret about anything. I not blaming my mom or anything for giving me such a tiny moment to bid farewell to my dad.

My mom just shoved me to the side and hugged my dad. Streams of tears damped her cheeks.
Her face was red. From that second on, I realised she needed that moment longer than I do.
However, my mind isn't at peace since it he left. I kept wondering'what is he doing now?' or maybe 'will he come back?' (not that I think my dad will die or anything)

I guess I can only wait for that phone call. I am more than willing to sleep by the phone just to talk to my dad again. Stupid work. If I didnt have to work I be able to talk to him the other day.
The flood in Jeddah is so not easing my worries about my dad whereabouts.

I can only pray and wait...

Happy Birthday Kevin!

2009-11-22T22:56:00.001-08:00

We did not play the grossest TRUTH-OR DARE on earth. GAY POSE!

This is kevin macam faham-ing opening a champagne bottle.

Candid shot.

GIRLS!
BOYS!

Merry x`mas!

See! I so nice that I helped kevin.

I would like to apologise if some of you werent in any of the photos i place in the video.

Moving on, the day after my party was Kevin birthday party.
Obviously my party had more people because I have a have a habit of inviting everyone. My sister said his birthday party was like a clandestine party.

I actually didnt want to go because I was really lethargic. I wanted to sleep till the next day but i didnt. I felt it was only fair that i went to his birthday party because he help me through out my party. But I didnt regret one bit about going to his party. I loved it!

Intially it was suppose to be at the Pasir Ris park but it rained and change to his place.
I went with Fiona to downtown but it started to shower. We all took 12 to kevin`s place.
His parents were nice . I finally got a chance to know the 2 Caucasian girls at school.

They were pleasant I guess. At the starting the party was boring.

We were in kevin NEW room. Sitting and starting at each other face.

No poker cards. I suggested to play TRUTH-OR-DARE.

The games started slowly then it got gross. THANKS MOSES!

*bottle points at kevin*

Kevin: DARE!(with his ugly face on)

Moses: Why dont you lick hayati`s ear?

ME:EWW!(with the a constipated face)

Natasha: Alah Hayati, You like one!

*kevin crawls towards me and licks my ear!*

Me:EEEEE!!!!!! MY EAR! SANITIZER!!!

*Kevin wipes my ear with his shirt*

I am never ever going to suggest TRUTH-OR-DARE at any party ever again.

I havent given a ton of people their birthday present so i have to wait for my salary.

Kevin present was so sweet. He sad it was meant for me to use when I go to Jc.

I gotta go present shopping. Au revoir!

WORLD MOST AWESOME PARTY!!!!!

2009-11-19T19:56:00.000-08:00

So, on the 16th of November I had my birthday party at Costa sand chalet.

It was a Prom theme! Mostly everyone dressed up.(Curse whoever came and didnt dress up).
But still, aloooot of people turned up. For those who didnt come, you miss THE PARTY OF THE YEAR! read and weep idiots!!!! Good enough I invited you guys.sheesh!

It was the most perfect formula: FOOD+GREAT FRIENDS+CAKE+DANCING+AFTER-PARTY=A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY PARTY.

I could not ask for more. I love my mum for supporting the whole party and banning aleef from the party after he bashed me.Demented guy.

Sorry if I didnt invite some of you because it was either i forgot or I didnt get the chance to give you an invite.

Lets start the story from the TOP:

1pm PLUS:Zara and Amirah arrieved to help me out.
2pm:my mom left to settle the chalet documents.

3pm: we left the house to get the chalet ready. Apparently, we forgot half of the stuff we suppose to bring. Kevin and shawn came. They set up the sound system and prepared the food.

4pm: Got the fire started,decorations were prepared,arranged stuff around and got our bbq food.

5pm:ZARA LEFT! To get ready and get my cake.Thanks dear

6pm:DOROTHY & SHARIFAH SAARAH came. They bbq the food.

7pm: OMG! I not ready yet! Amirah turned me into a princess.(MY FAIRYGODMOTHER)

8pm:almost everyone was there.

8-10pm: PARTY!!!! EAT!!! GOSSIP!!! CAMWHORE! CUT CAKE!(you get it)
11pm: The teachers came and talk with the rest of the kids that were still around.

12am: Caught a movie with the rest(Fiona,Natasha,Aravin,Kevin,Moses and I)

2am: Finish watching paranormal activites. Kevin accompany me back to the chalet but the Coral guys were there.

Stayed till god knows till when. We played taiti,murderer,Truth-or-dare and loads more.

They left. My sister,Sue and I thon till dont when then we watch the sunrise.

Stupidly, we were looking at the other direction of the sunrise. I told them already, dont want to listen to me! See, that what you get for not listening to me. We got back to the chalet and sleep till 9am. Packed up and went home.

BIG THANKS:

Hakim and Pristine for the photos. AMIRAH BABY! for staying and helping with the domestic need of the party. Zara also plus thanks for picking up the cake. DJ Kevin for the music. SHAWN for helping out with setting up the chalet. Huiyi and Sue for the decorations. EVERYONE ELSE for making this party a success. Lastly, to those who gave me presents. I LOVE EVERYONE OF THEM.

Sorry for the atrocious video picture. I didnt have time to rearrange the picture. I so shag from work. I hope you get to appreciate the magical artistry of Hakim and Pristine.

It`s almost over.

2009-11-05T06:58:00.000-08:00

A few words: Karma can be so sweet sometimes.
(I hope you realise what I`ve been through)

So,O`s are almost over and I already starting to chill.(what wrong with me?)
I already made a list of things to do. But, place in categories.

Before my sweet 16:

Beat up some kid.(I cant get arrest for doing it)
French kiss a random guy.(never done it)
Watch (G)General rated movies
Play at the playground
Eat ice cream sloppily
Plan my birthday party with siti
hand out my invites

After sweet 16:

Kick-boxing class
Go under-age clubbing
wake boarding
surfing@sentosa
WORK!
Go for a truck load of dates
Hang out with my friend
Watch a lot of mind-numbing tv
Go for tons of movies
Visit grandparents
Do housework
Renew my bloody passport
leave this country till January

*you may or may not be involve in the activities above. Participation discretion is advise.

Must study for Malay now.or sleep.

See ya!

DUMBASS SECONDARY SCHOOL!

2009-09-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

I found a new way to destress now. Helping Siti and Kevin to make videos.Just watch it.PLEASE!

BLOW THE STEAM AWAY!

2009-09-07T23:35:00.001-07:00

Hey people!i know you guys are mostly busy preparing for O`s.But if you think you hit the your boiling point watch this.reminds me of ME!on sugar.

Finally! I am on the Siti and Kevin show.not you!

2009-09-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

MUST WATCH!especially for hairy people.

It`s now the Siti and Kevin show(abit of me)

2009-08-20T22:54:00.000-07:00

Just watch it. But some parts are like R-rated.

A second part for you guys :]

2009-08-17T02:02:00.000-07:00

After an immense amount of begging to persuade my sister,Siti to make another video.She finally made a new one since some people as me to ask her to do.
MADE BY Siti and Kevin

MY SISTER!

2009-07-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

See now,i always have classes and tuition.I am unable to make time for all my friend,bf and family. Siti,my sister keeps bugging me to make wacky videos with her. I keep going'Go do yourself!!!B****!' so she drag her bestfriend into this and made this!

MUST START STUDYING!!

2009-07-20T07:51:00.000-07:00

I in a total mess. I trying so hard to push myself to study. I am now trying to do my homework and revision. Dear god,please give me the will and destiny to do well with flying colours. I try to destress before going into solitary revision and this might be the last time i will be blogging.OKay the most for 4months. So i have to say goodbye to this awesome,beautiful and super fun times.

For the better of my future.

It`s my new groove

2009-07-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

Loads of stuff had happened.

Like get to know new people.Go out with my peeps.Hang with siti.Go chalet.

A picture tell a story.Story talks about a life.well,this is mine.

The chalet.

The bowling trip(YOUTH DAY)

Suppose to study!

About to leave;why dont you catch me.

2009-06-18T01:36:00.000-07:00

I could not have asked for a better June holiday.
Compared to the unfortunate one last year this is much better.
i went for tutorials.

Then went to the GYM!(i want a sexy body)

Just bath.

The rest organise planned to play football at The Cage.how fun!!!
Brought Siti and her friend Amirah.

Then i brought my monkey for a swim.(she is not drown!)

I went on a double date.never done it before until now.
i have no idea why the pictures are small.

I going off to K.L tomorrow just for the weekend.SUNWAY!!
SO sad i have to leave that guy person behind but he going away too.
So doesn't matter.Maybe can meet him later.Keep reading THE BOOK.

WOOHOO!

2009-06-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

chill people!i am update-ing!!!!

I been getting comments that my blog is kinda of nerve-wrecking.
well,my blog like me. Colorful yet irritating!!!

My weeks that i have not been blogging have been fun.
except malay o`s lets not go there.
and my cousin visited such a little brat!

recently we had col which was different because we had to dress up.
the dress i got from far east was picked by VANESSA!
love shopping with her.an avid bargain hunter!
COL was HOT!literally hot too.(stupid hall!)
that why you see me very sweaty in most of the pics.

okay got to go
PS:i kinda of miss you

HEY! MAY DAY!

2009-05-03T01:24:00.000-07:00

HEY!HEY!MAY DAY!

Morning:when jogging at Botanical Garden(YES!i jog.) Great place to look at cute ang-mohs!
but loads of other people exercising -Taichi , yoga n some other chinese martial art thingy

Afternoon: I was a bridesmaid! For my mom cousin wedding.small event plus i dont
really know the bride.But i had little kiddos who were all around me the who day!
First time thing!

LOOKIE HERE!he looks like me don`t you think so?

NIGHT!!!!:My dad brought Siti and I(practicing English) to the movies. we watch
the International. kinda of nice certain part then the ending was SO WTVC!
then my dad had to run to for a meeting at a club in Clarke Quay and drag
Siti and I along.i tell u the place is full of life and awesome!!!!!esp. C clinic
there were chair shaped like wheelchairs and bed which are made into chairs
and liquors were serve in drip bags. but we went to a retro club super fun!!!
there were loads more of club and pubs. Different themes like:Bollywood , modern,
medical , retro , arabic and more. i got a 2 shots only.it was dark.

IT AIN`T ALCOHOL baby!

Shopping is my friend!

2009-04-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

BLOGGING TIME!

i was so stupid not to wear pe on friday!
but there always a silver lining in the grey clouds.
Fiona, Vanessa and I were gossiping and talking.
then we suddenly thought to go out and shop
hahah.This weekend was fun.
Friday immediately after school Fiona, Vanessa and I went to bugis.
Never really explored haji lane so I thought of trying it out that day.
It was so much fun. Its been awhile since i went out with my friends.
but then i had to ditch them cos my mom didn't get my message
that i say i going out with them.end up my mom ditch me too to go home
GGGRRR!!!

wish i had more to show.the rest with them!

Saturday was a normal day.Tuition then went home did a little bit of homework.
But turned to TV day! i don't know what wrong with me.

Sunday!madrasah was crazy and i was the only girl as usual!
the boys were like pissed cos Arsenal LOSE!
2-1 baby!read and weep!
at tuition study like normal.then my mom message to go shopping at bugis!
had to ditch my tuition friend.but ended up my mom gave him a lift.
shop!SHOP!SSSSHOOOPP!i should stop!
but so addicted to it.its like my new best friend now.
manage to do a sum of work after that.

need my beauty sleep.

silence is gold.

2009-04-09T21:18:00.000-07:00

I just realise that being quiet not so hard.
It give makes me think clearer at the same time broader.
I really like being quiet now.
It feel weird at first but then the silence becomes your friend.
Life now less complicated. Manage to move things out of my life.
I`m more independent now. I rely less on my friends/mom but more on myself.
I just fine without you. I realise what i do now can make my future a success or a piece of trash.

my march holiday.

2009-03-22T08:10:00.000-07:00

before my march holidays, we had a PTM(Parent Meeting Session)
my dad attended it. one of the teachers informed him that i was very playful at school.
that caused me to get a handful of lectures when i got home.
I bloody hell know i deserve it. i been daydreaming/sleeping/making noise in class.
i am sorry if i have made anyone annoyed in the process.
I know and will make things different now.
i gonna be a lot more tone down now.
school not going to be fun anymore.IT IS BUSINESS!
but it going to be so hard for since i am born hyperactive.

-------------CUT THE SENTIMENTAL PART HAYATI!----------------------------
MARCH HOLIDAYS WAS MAGNIFICENT!
Monday went to buy my NIKE max!
totally love it and endorse it!
got drama and Amaths tutorial on Tues n weds.
hahah!sorry to laugh but some of the drama kids
got itches on their face from the animal make up!
then Thurs went out with SITI(my sis)
n KE(my bro) to town then go bugis then my sis
abandon us at bugis!but bought this dress!
totally love it.
friday stay at home cos zaimah super sick!
she got fever then she vomit a river of phlegm on my hand!
EEEEWWW!but it looks damn cool!!the feeling was slimy yet mushy.
very weird sensation but her puke was warm!!!
then Saturday went tuition suppose go bugis AGAIN!
but it rained cats dogs donkey hippo(CRAP)
today!Sunday was so so so so so lovely.
went tuition,madrasah then go bugis!!
i bought loads of stuff.so love my clothes now.
i know bugis kinda of TYPICAL!
but hell with it!
i`m one happy little girl!!!hahahaha

but i am officially back to serious mode tomorrow.
i going to give up my hp,comp,lappy n tv.
i know it sucks but that the price to pay for screwing up.
and for the better......changes are going to be made very very soon.

Secondary Four.

2009-02-13T05:52:00.000-08:00

I am finally secondary four and it is not fun!!
woah that took me a month and two weeks to realise.
i so scared that i wont make it.
I am so going to study very hard.
the school and tution load so heavy
the lessons are exhausting.
what to do?
how to cope?
OMG!!SYF!i decided not to quit because i really need drama as my backup.
but so i have to prioties my studies.
help me!!!
S.O.S!

HO-HO-HO!

2008-12-25T23:47:00.000-08:00

I know i kinda of late to say this but MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my dear christian friends. Darn it,i`m sick and stuck at home.I`m sorry zara that i cant make it to the movies with you and I`m sorry Faizul that i cannot chill with you today.I just got back from Malaysia so I`m very fatigue.But the trip was very last minute.We went there to shop but I didn't buy anything much except for a pair of slippers.It happened to be my (step)cousin birthday the one with the strange colour hair,Hafiz.hahah.But my mom go and put my auntie name on the cake instead!My other (step)cousin,Is, gave me my once in a blue moon motorcycle ride.for SITI:he gave me a longer ride!*evil laugh*.We chill with all my cousin for the whole afternoon talking about our relationships and all.Malaysian mats are so flirt!!!They so love to cat call any chick on the road and they like to try and get fresh with any girl!ZOMG!When nightfall,we had to leave and go home to Singapore.I have to agree Malaysia not that bad.No wonder Amirul enjoys staying there with all the MALAYSIAN CHICKS!hahah.I think your eyes need exercise.LOOK AT THE PICTURES!

It`s nice to see your relatives once in a while.

WRONG NAME THERE!

SHUT UP!i know we look fat!

My beloved cousins.

School going to open soon!So start labeling your books!

HOLIDAY FRENZY!

2008-12-18T01:00:00.000-08:00

I just changed my blog skin again!But big thanks to Annisa from coral secondary!

I haven't been blogging lately because I had tuition and monkey sitting jobs to do.

Luckily this holiday i only had one tragedy to deal with which was a fractured ankle.

HOW IT HAPPENED?

My sister was giving me a bike ride to Changi.She was cycling enthusiastically and shaking the bicycle when my foot got stuck.The funny part was that she can continue to cycle harder even though she could feel that the bicycle wheel was stuck.Resulting my foot to be very stuck in the wheel and i could hear a cracking sound in my bone!love to show you a picture of a my damn cast but i don't have.just imagine a giant marshmallow around my foot.

23rd~!
cannot say it was fun because i had to be examine by a male doctor alone!!kinda of hot.but only god knows what happen.i was suppose to meet the rest to go to sentosa but i was caught up by traffic and the super long wait for the doctor.when i got there,i was already rushing to go home because i have a dinner party to go to.The party was interesting yet no hot guys to dance with.SAD!i want to show pictures but maybe another time.

back where i`m suppose to be.

2008-11-23T05:01:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since i got back.

i been trying to avoid blogging but i finally doing it.

let`s see,i`ve been to korea n indonesia in this whole month.

both were such a P.Y.T:Pretty.Yucky.Timeless fun

it a good thing f.y.i.

if its bad then i be saying pretty yucky timeless fun.

KOREA:

pretty:
my friends manage to send us off!

the food nice!especially sticky rice!

spectacular scenery
YUCKY:

spot the BLACK SHEEP!
we ran into TWO BIG trouble in korea.
FIRST:our clique of friends seem to always been picked on by a particular someone.
then they got to catch us when we were in the same hotel room.
and they panic as isnur was having inappropriate dressing.
the rest to your imagination.
SECOND:the teacher think accuse ME!of doing something mega horrible with a particular guy friend.eg.stroking his thighs!or showing public display of affection.
CONCLUSION:some people in the world seem very innocent but they are just plain WHACKED!
Timeless fun:

i got married!

getting in trouble together!

INDONESIA!
no pictures but make it short my little sister got hospitalised there.
it was kinda of horrible cos whole family was sick.
except me.miracle!!

i have to sneeze into my sister face now!
get lost!

It`s time to fly off!

2008-10-30T00:56:00.000-07:00

It is the end of Ramadan.
and all the kuih is finished,the ketupat has stop simmering.
had a Great time though.but there was something missing
this year.i didnt really feel the lively spirit of ramadan.
maybe i did something wrong.ouhwell,i always do right?
but in the whole month i had 4major events for visiting.
1)my own family visiting

THEY CAME!so happy they decided to stay.
2)3e1 visiting

3)my very own open house

not much pics there.
4)TWL visting
5)MINI VISITING with Dor and K.E
This two please visit this blog www.faggot-maggot.blogspot.com
AND YOU KNOW WHAT?
the owner of this blog have recently had her birthday.
and she is ZARA!!!
have a healthy and crazy 15 years!

and the next recent birthday is....
DOROTHY!

My pretty and smart geography partner.

okay i have to like go off.
i need to pack somemore for my KOREA TRIP!
i flying off like...
urmmm...
TONIGHT!

Luggage?CHECK!
Hand carry?CHECK!
PSP?CHECK!
Lingerie?Damn must buy!
hahaha

flying off to Korea!

damage control

2008-10-11T09:13:00.000-07:00

i know u guys have been hear stories and having thought about my relationship with me and amirul.but we are what fareed call TTM=Teman Tapi Mesra.TRANSLATION MODE:very happy n close friends.we both help each other with our lifes.does not include any weird discretion stuff.but like we give advise to each other.our families are somehow very close.
it may appear to u that my mom and sister are very friendly to amirul.that because they got pretty close as my mom though i had problems and ask amirul if i was going nuts or intoxicated outside home.but the whole mess got a lot bigger when i started telling lie that may have made some of u very angry.like i say that i going to one place but i go with amirul.which is true but except i didnt tell that i went with amirul.the point is I AM NOT WITH HIM AND I AM SINGLE!so that concludes that we got not scandal or whatsoever behind your back.

selamat hari raya!

2008-09-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

Finally the day is here!
yet it is a rainy night.
the festive mood has showered us all.
the muslim and the non-musllim.
i would like to thank all the non-muslim student/friends/people
for being very considerate during our fasting month.
tough some of us can be so grouchy when we cant eat
but during this fasting month,i did something new.
which was to break fast at my friends house.
which wass.......AMIRAH!
she going to move to mcpherson!so far,u can stay at my place darling
so i went her place with zara n bought yoghurt n sparkler otw.
then got there we play2.until can eat.then we did our prayers(terawih)
finally SPARKLE TIME!
pixxies!

i think it was hafiz birthday also
wth!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

almost evryone was there

okay have to leave now!
need adreline for the hari raya marathon tmr!
HAPPY HARI RAYA!
PS:I`m SORRY!!!for all my sins!

SOMETHING YOU PEOPLE MUST KNOW!

2008-09-22T23:56:00.000-07:00

IT NOT WHAT YOU THINK IT IS!
*read btw the lines.

advertisment:NEED HELP!

2008-09-19T07:53:00.001-07:00

looks like its time for me to update my blog.
sorry if it took too long.i been busy with things.
there better words to describe my state.
now,i lost for words.
my week?
crappy.that the best word to describe it.
crappy like a shit hole.
i just had my malay n english paper.and it was
SHITTY!i dont even know what i was doing
i felt that i lost my head in the toilet or something
my nose was running like that bolton guy.
exam are ALREADY HERE!
what i am i doing?
being a BUM!
i dont study.dont even do my hw.
i sleep n watch tv.n go online n that all.
havent even touch a book since friday.
if your a specialist at attitude or finding missing souls.
please contact,at yatigurl@Hotmail.com
i need help!atleast i think i do.

the tee-vee calls me!
bum-ing off!

what a draggy holiday.

2008-09-05T07:42:00.000-07:00

i been staying at home for two days.
i havent touch my homework.
i think i going retarded.
i feel so lost and confused.
i dont realise that my exam in 3 weeks time.
i not even studying.
i not shopping also.
what wrong with me?
i so tempted to call mental hospital.
haiz.maybe not going to school is killing me.
i miss all my schoolmates.
i miss all the fun.
OMG!if this how i act for not going to school for one week.
imagine one whole month?!

okay now for my depression poem:

if this is a nightmare i want to wake up

she has plotted a plan that made me stuck

i know u have been honest to me

but i guess we werent meant to be

my head has been brain wash

now i am blind and lost

we all know we cant defy the boss

even if we try to run them over with a horse

i clueless on how to make it through

or maybe i end up in the loo.

-Hayati

i`m withdrawing from my insane past.

2008-08-30T10:24:00.000-07:00

hello!how are u?jajajaa.RANDOM!
sorry never update for a long time.
been busy with exams coming.
i really must make it and do well this year!
well,i got awesome new for ME.hahah.
i am going to KOREA!
i know u people will go.confirm she fall sick again.
well,hell no i not gonna let it happen!
i getting my vaccine today with Fiona.
i hope it winter when i go there.

This week was super busy and i didn't skip any of the school days.
goody for me!then we had captain ball inter-class competition this week.
we lost on the first match.thank god!i was so tired also.
but before the game i was about to kill Elly.
i have to be honest.i was angry at her cos she said that
the boys cannot play in full-uniform.but the lower sec did it.
n never got reprimanded.sorry i got so worked up at u.
luckily amirul make me snap back to sanity.
but Fiona damn poor thing.was doing under the hot sun the whole day.
then after the games i had overseas trip meeting then my mom had to come.
During the meeting,miss tan(VP) emphasize on being healthy before and during the trip.
then she brought up MY CHICKEN POX case.then everyone was looking at me!!!
i felt i wanted to disappear into thin air that very moment.part off me was happy.
i got attention!can hear Zara and Muhammad giggles.
but my mom said 'Hayati,stay calm and be strong.it doesn't matter if u went to japan or not.'
i was Little bit relief when she said that.
then another event this week was that Mr nasir treat us pizza hut.
for our perseverance and hard work.
this is our hungry little faces.

too bad Zara wasn't around.
she was fasting and cannot eat with us.

damn,i`m fatigue.
cannot handle it anymore.
ZZZZZZZZZ-ing out!

GET THIS!

2008-08-14T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today was an awfully important day.
we had our photo-taking then
like two common test.
i was suppose to have my interview
but the teachers went home i guess.

Today also,i just realise something.
in the bus i remembered zara reminding me that
I AM SINGLE FOR FOUR MONTHS!
That beats Hayati`s life record;

through thick,thin and THICKER!
i also remembered all the euphoric times i had.
it starts out awkward then we both are okay;
then we get too close;i chicken out and end it
OR
he gets bored and move along.
OUHWELL!THATS LIFE.
but I have chris crocker for that

inspiring words from a visionary man,woman Or gay.
and HAPPINESS is a HAIRFLIP away!

so,go on!
START FLIPPING!

Happy National Day!

2008-08-11T05:34:00.000-07:00

sorry i have not been updating.
i have been so busy to be not bothered to blog.
you can kill me,when u see me.
phew!that was a long weekend.
the national day plus weekends.
well,i did not really had plans for the weekend but slack.
thank god COL is over. dont have much pictures.
zara and amirul does.so check their blog out.
i only have this.which is good enough.

On Saturday,
my dad had his stuff.
siti fell sick before she suppose to perform at the NDP.
then we had to sent her to the Singapore flyer.
i didnt join TWL on their excursion.
they wanted to go and watch the fireworks.SORRY GUYS!
my parents didnt allow.haiz.
well they have their reasons.
which was to go to sentosa!
we went to take the sky ride which was a bench going uphill.
then we took a luge which was like a go-cart to go down.
so much fun!but it rained.
so dad decided we go for a car ride.
then we went to Dempsey hill.
it was full of life.loads of dining opportunities.
dad wanted to eat crab at the long beach but siti wasnt around so not fair.
went home and played super model with zaimah.
ended up her head was stuck under her bed.
i dont know how that happen.

Sunday;
swimmming classes,then went home
i got so fatigue i went to sleep until 5pm.
then watch tv until 8.
my dad ask if i wanted to try foot reflexology.
i was `shiok!`.
i`m totally in love with it.
at firtt it was kind of weird because your having a stranger rubbing your feet.
but the guy did it gently and i felt i was lifted to cloud nine.
he was a china man.and he tried speaking english.
i tried speaking chinese to him.
Haiyo!alot of miscommunication!

TODAY!
i did nothing but study.
seriously i swear!
i not crossing my fingers or anything.
i was suppose to play soccer with amirah and the rest of the G-girls
I`m sorry that i cannot make it.
i was so tired.
my sisters all went to wild wild wet
i didnt want to go because i dont want to leave my depressed mother alone.
and i didnt want her to be sad that all her daughter left her alone at home on a holiday.

till here;
until you grow a beard.

the weekends is a total drag.

2008-07-27T00:31:00.000-07:00

yesterday was okay.
just not too enthusiastic to go anywhere.
i just wanted to lay around in my room in my underwear.
but i had madrasah.so i drees up n took the bus ALONE.
siti had some other stuff.pfft!
then i had to like take two exam cos i miss the class last week
2 paper=30mins?
i did it like anyhow.then ask my teacher for answer.
then ask my friends.
i am so blessed with having good classmates.
then i ask my dad to pick me up to bring me to mamat`s party.
then my mom say i had to bring my sister.so i did.
i so over the phase when i get embarassed for bringing ur little sister to the party.
i mean they are ur siblings.so dont be embarassed.
mamat mum cooking is awesome.
i so loving the fried rice and the chicken wing.
then the rest were so into watching the show 'congkak'.
the show very cocky in a way.
the ending made u feel like u when on a wild goose chase.
end up,the guy went to the wrong house.-.-''''
then the party ended.we went home.
i waited for my parents.
then went home cos my dad felt sick.
didnt go want movie.BOOHOO!
atleast my dad better now.

now, i have to contact my group abt our chemistry experiment.
haiz.school never stops to bug me.even during the week end.

for now,
i give u a smile
and now i say bye.

i wish i can duplicate myself.

2008-07-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

today:-
2test
1mass dance rehearsal
1drama practice
a HUGE frisbee tournament.
=a super busy and exhausted HAYATI!
i had a physics and geogarphy test.
weirdly,everyone knew that geography had test even those who werent in my class.
and i didnt quite remember myself.typical hayati
physics was a waking up time class.
i think i barely pass my test.
then mrs oon got angry and gave us a huge lecture.
seriously,what she said is true.
the world is rapidly developing and the major country like india and china are catching up.
and here we singapore students are relaxing like nobody business.
so i think we should start working very hard too.

after school!
PROBLEM!
mass dance and frisbee tournament happen at the same time.
then drama.
so i went to play first.we won first round.
then went up to do the dance rehearsal.
10mins later,next round.
i was so tired from dancing.so we lost.my FAULT!SORRY!
but seriously 3e3 was good.they were fast.
then i stayed around.next match to see who will get 3rd.
then WE WON!then i quickly hugged zara when mr heng said'3e1!'
we acted as thought we won the olympics or something.
but i am happy.i got a blister.which hurt.
then me and zara went for dance rehearsal.
rush to drama.which was finishing.
after that i was walking out of the dance studio bare feet
then go office ask for plaster.
but we went to see our sport day photo!so many funny faces!
then waited for moses to finish his monkey dance rehearsal cos i always walk home
with him if i going to pick up my little sister from coral cos he lives near there.
while doing that i was talking to miss faridah.
she was talking about my past relationships
and i admitted that i feel lonely now.
lt been 3 or 4 months of being single.
that long for me.but she said lonely meant by being a 40year old unmarried virgins girls.
i felt that was true.and she said i dont have to feel lonely.
cos i have loads of friends.school and studies to care about.

but seriously from the heart;i miss having a boyfriend.
someone to tell everything to.someone to share your time with.
someone to share your thoughts.someone to have a weird quarrel with.
someone who would kiss u cos he really cares about u and not having a single thought about any other girl.someone who respects and likes you for being you.

ouhwell,i went a little bit too dramatic there.
contining my story,i picked up my sister.
and when we wanted to exit the school she started to cry.
cos she had a very bad toothache.and moses was laughing at her.
then i bought ice-cream to make her gums numb so it wont hurt.
my little sister was so strong as the painseem to be very great.
i went home.ate my dinner.bath.english tution.
now my bottom on this chair.

i have to sleep!i got a huge rehearsal tomorrow.
may the teachers be merciful tomorrow!

Ethnic costume chaos!

2008-07-22T04:44:00.001-07:00

today was utterly fun.
everyone dress up.
but however,some people didnt have ethnic costume to wear.
so we didnt get much points.it okay.
n 3e2 won the competition.
sadly,they didnt have the best dress student award.
cos if they had,I would have win it with my prize sari!
but it was kinda of uncomfortable wearng a sari the whole day.
i had to like push my scarf every few minutes.
then i didnt go for my pe.instead my merciless mr han
made us walk in the hot sun in the field.
almost ruin my sari.BOOHOO!
then i had to maths test.that is so no hope.
i feel very despondent with myself as i didnt really study for it.
what is wrong with u hayati!
then assembly stuffybut cosy.the whole school squeeze in the hall.
after school was like a photo opportunity.
we when outside the hall at level 3.
then we took loads of pics with my classmates.

thenwent to the canteen.take some pics.
haiz.i so not photogenic.
that why i not a cam-whore.
unlike ayuni.the edited pics are all her work.
she n her artistic talent.i so jealous.
i just put up whatever pics i have!

okay better hit the sack.
my noses is very runny now.
so gotta catch it!

just killing time.

2008-07-21T06:13:00.000-07:00

hey!
I JUST BORED SO DONT MIND ME.
i just want to type down whatever in my head.
today?
hmm.saw that cute guy.haha.
my group got selected for the science competition in dunman sec.
thank god!so unexpected.
but i dont know if i going cos i got col rehearsal.
class to day was okay.just the normal crazy things.
like making miss fraidah angry.
miss ifah get all hot .
but what bursting in my head that i dont know what to wear for racial harmony day tmr.
still in a dilemma.hmm.sari?but i got pe.
i dont know.i think better if i wear after pe.
yeah.n tmr night my maths tution teacher coming
crap!i just remembered.i got amaths test tmr!

okay!
off to the study zone!
u can reach me on my phone!

crush attack!

2008-07-20T01:33:00.000-07:00

i bet u might wonder about the title.

hahah.only lyza n zara know.

my week was super ummm.(lost for words)

i dont know how to describe it.

might as well i tell u people about my week.

monday-?i dont remembergo home early?

tuesday-same thing?

wednesday-ouh i was a damn crazy whore.the tailor came during drama.

then i was feeling sensationaly weird when she was like all measuring me up.

hahahah.then the rest kept laughing.(like to be measured!)hahah

thursday-drama...????(dont remember)

friday-i hade my make-up done.since i am main cast.

i got a comment saying that we did not have enough faical expression

i work on that.

saturday-hahahah.super duper trooper hooper whooper fun.

i went to jb.and visited my auntie who stays there.

purpose:to get my baju raya tailored.(second time my body being measured in the week)

i kinda of like malaysia.cos of its flexiblity in law.

like u can ride on a bike with four people on it.

and that makes the slogan:Malaysia boleh!(malaysia can)

saying that u can do almost everything in malaysia.

then we ate at gazebo at this kampong melayu.

great food there.my parents sent my auntieback.

but my cousin or step-cousin i dont remember how we are related.

he offered zaimah on his motorbike.but she decline.

then asked me.i accepted!

cos it been a long time since i ride a motorbike.

he was such a nice guy.kinda of cute also.

but siti likes him.so cannot touch.

then we talk while riding and all.

very gentleman behaviour.and his funny.

he asked me if he was fat when i was holding onto his waist.

the fact that he`s skinny

then we wait for my auntie n my parents.

i was afraid my parents had any comment about riding with iskandar(my cousin )

cos they said that i cnnot ride on a bike other than with my father.

so luckily no.drove home n reach at 2am.

sunday-wake up early for my swimming class.

i realise i`m the oldest in the class.

everyone like sec1 n primary school.F.Y.I.I`m sec3;

but the kids in my class very cute n funny invidual attitude.

then reach home.did housework.

decline my parents invitation to a wedding.

now i`m here.ouhyeah.i watch hancock just now.

hahah.

still thinking about my opinion now.

my mom said there was an empty slot in coral.

so she wanted me to transfer in.but isnt it a little to late to transfer.

loyang or coral?

i'm stuck in this whole dilemma.

somebody HELP ME!

back to my old school.

2008-07-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

haven't been updating.sorry!
loads of stuff to do like...jdrama!
i becoming so addicted to them.
i not going to lie about that.
last week was okay.unusually busy.
Tuesday we when to st.Margaret's to watch their school play.
and guess who the guest of honour?
US!!(Loyang secondary)yeah2.i know u people will be going whatever.

then we had drama.but on Thursday we had the mass dancing for finale.
then me and Zara got chosen for the first 24!how awesome is that?
how ever to me.my drama crew not doing very well.
cos i still think the students can do better if they are not to
self-conscience.and develop their character a lot more.
whatever.let them look like awkward and weird on stage.
ouhya.my character name in the play is:Princess Kate Longoria the II.
i cnnt wait ti get my measurements taken this Wednesday for the costume.
then blah,blah,blah.WEEKENDS!
Saturday morning.ustazah cancel her class.(hmm.weird)
then meridian primary had a open house
and my mom wanted to go attend the parenting talk
i went touring.luckily my teachers could still recognise me.
then they still the same when i was in school.
i miss primary school so much.(esp the beating up siti enemies time)
when i went into the school a nostalgic feeling over come me.
it was horrendously weird.i felt like was was sucked into the past.
with the canteen n social studies corner.loved n miss it.

the pond which we initially thought was a wishing pond but ended up collecting over 3odolars of coins.(damn lucky school)

the only thing that connects us home then(hello mommy?i knocked the boyhead with a recorder.how?)

our bulan puasa hangout

ou all-ickky food canteen(trust me the food sucks)

zaimah tried the art batik printing.(final art piece?u dont want to see it)
SUNDAY!
mom and dad brought us out on Sunday. Saturday didn't cos of siti NDP.
so inconvenient.but Sunday we went to watch hellboy.
awesome cos it was action-packed.n a little bit paranormal.
but before that.we all got bored and tried the skating rink at E!HUB
the flooring not made out of ice.it synthetic ice material.
but okay larh;at least u don't get wet but u get white stuff on your pants
that was my week.

beauty`S on synthetic ice

the oncoming week?
i have no idea i leave it to my .....

will and faith!and GOD!

what the hell is wrong with people?

2008-07-02T07:29:00.000-07:00

dont u just hate that girl with fake brows?

she likes to pick a fight with anyone and right now.

she claims to be a girl but looks like miss thailand 1994

for all you know she a whore.

with her mini skirt n ugly horse teeth

she check her teeth once a month with a BLACKSMITH

she has a trusty friend which is coal

i heard a rumour that her brains have holes

long skunky hair

u might burn your eyes if u stare

they are old a year younger than us

but they look as old as the mars

if any guy would like them

it because they want a piece of that ham down there.

kicking a tantrum-HAYATI

wacky weekend!

2008-06-29T04:32:00.000-07:00

my weekend started with my normal routine.
Saturday:jogging,quran reading,religious classes
Sunday:do whatever i want.almost.
but on saturday.bedok town had their annual concert.
some of the drama kids(vaani,revathi,moses,mamat,danial n ME)
when.the guzheng like better than us also the angklung.
the angklung was so lively!n all the kids were performing not
as thought they were force to do it.
the choir was in a a larger number than Loyang.
the drama was better i have to admit.
because their script was like very free with expression.
i mean like they were allowed to say vulgar languages(eg.suck,ass,idiot)
while our school doesn't allow it.they have better costume.
the thing that most impressed me was that they were not at all SELF-CONSCIOUS
i wish most of the drama kids are like that.

next day,send dads boss off to umrah.may they have safe trips.
then we sent zaimah to her reading classes..
but the teacher was sick.n it just so happened
that her so-called BOYFRIEND was like there to but his parents drove off.
so we gave him lunch n sent him home
now i would like to treat u to a wonderful story!

In the fast and modern world now,the wasy of living have change.
Like kids of the age of 8 are already dating like this two lovebirds:

they admired each other, kept each other company and often exchanged gifts.
however,one day,zaimah cruel REAL-sister found out and was not at all estatic about it.

she tried to came up with numerous of plan but all failed as the two were madly in love!

eventually,by hook or by crook she had to accept him as her BROTHER-IN-LAW in the near future.

*note that the story above is not true.

the end.and things did not live happily ever after.

a little something for you guys.

2008-06-27T09:04:00.000-07:00

since i dont like my week and dont wish to share it.

maybe i show u guys an anime that i just finish watching.

one of my friends recommended me.

this anime shows bad side of humans.

and tells us how confused we teenagers can be.

it was originally a ps2 game

it`s PG-13 but.

it contains like some sexuality in it.

but it gives out a moral or two.

Makoto Ito, a high school student, has been admiring a girl he has been seeing on the train on his way to school, Kotonoha Katsura. Makoto managed to take a photo of her with his cell phone, but due to a new seating arrangement in his class, he ends up next to Sekai Saionji, who discovers Makoto's crush as she snoops for his cell phone while talking to him, and vows to help him until Kotonoha agrees to go out with him. When Sekai finally gets them together, she realizes her own feelings after finding out that the person Kotonoha liked was, in fact, Makoto. While waiting for her train next to Makoto, who was waiting for Kotonoha, she has him talking about how he can repay her for all of her help. Before leaving for her train, she kisses him and cries when she boards the way home. Kotonoha happily arrives for her date with Makoto shortly after. With all three main characters carrying different expressions on their faces, the story begins.(this part get interesting.)

this part the guy tries to be wacky and tries to have fun with kotonoha but she like very pure and doesnt want to do anything.he tells sekai about his 'little problem'(this part i leave it to ur imagination).then she like gives him like some advice.but then things get like a little bit fun when sekai agree to 'pratice' with makoto.

after all the waterworks and all.end up,sekai was pregnant and tell makoto.but makoto already together with kotonoha.They like ask her to abort but she dont want.sekai got angry and ended up killing makoto.but kotonoha killed sekai n opened up the tummy to see

if she was really pregnant.but turns out she not.last part,u will see kotonoha hugging her 'boyfriends head' on a yacht saying 'we are finally alone together.u and me.'.i know sick.

why i like this show?

cos it shows how twisted humans can be.even at a young age.so i just want to warn u girls and guys not to be like them!U UNDERSTAND?or u will end up like this:

NOW SCRAM!before u become

my ham!

a heavy heart i carry.

2008-06-25T06:21:00.001-07:00

i so pissed to my knees

that makes me want to flee

school very tiring and stupid

where the hell is cupid?

couple making out makes it feel funny

their life might be as sweet as honey

theres no i can trust in this world

my head about to twirl

i miss the old hug n kisses i use to get

now my heart is broken flat

what my reason to be sad?

i cannot take back what i had

well,atleast i had the finally embracement

and now i been torment

#$%^hayati

first day of the semester.

2008-06-23T06:21:00.000-07:00

words that describe my first day:sleepy,headache and stomach turning.
i seriously dont feel so well about going to school.
my brain was on total info-block.
cos i having a gigantic headache.
n the whole class wasnt paying attention
cos they ALL slept late.
then malay was okay.but made me feel bad.
the teacher kept going on about hows my holiday.
the only thing that came to my mind was:CHICKEN POX!
n not going to japan.But atleast mamat tried and make it all better.
his a real good friend.then after school got drama.
we had to change all our lines.but okay.
I STILL THE STAR!hahah
lastly.there were two sweety-pie of the day which was.
MISS YANG and RAZI.
they gave me souveir from japan.
i so touched.miss yang gave me cookie(which i love)And a cute badge.
and razi got me a keychain which isnur
thought it was a condom from the looks of the packaging.

that it i guesss.
i need to practice my lines.
okay peeps.
3,2,1!ACTION!

tropical paradise memories!

2008-06-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

i love this week!i wish it won`t end.
well TWO highlight of this week was:BINTAN;PICNIC

BINTAN
i left on a ferry on Monday was back on Wednesday.
my sister was vomiting most of the time.
we stayed at NIRWANA RESORT HOTEL.
the service there was okay.they took to much time on giving us a room,
we got our own room!(kids room)thank god!
the beach there was beautiful.
makes u think twice about Singapore beaches.
i spend most of my swimming at the beach.
the pool was okay.loads of chlorine!
shopping there is almost the same as Singapore.
the price are quite reasonable.
we shopped at this placed called pasar oleh-oleh!
the people there were extremely nice.
hot guys there were okay.i met one!!
his name was shazwan.
we like tour the whole area together.
sadly,we forgot to exchange number.
ouhwell,don't want risking him stalking me in Singapore.
there like loads of activities there.
like water sports,archery,swimming&air rifle.
i tried the archery.water sports like cost u a bomb.
my sister and dad took the elephant.
i didn't take like slaving the elephant just to bring u around.
LOVE THE ANIMALS!
i love bintan!didn't want to leave.

PICNIC!
i went to the changi beach with zara ard 2.45?
then we ate nadya pastamania(genius recipe)
we played twister.and airah n yani LOSE!
the entire time i was butt-kissing zara!!
then the whole mat was like dirty!
the boys were like obssess with fishing.
trust me there no hope in getting a fish guys.
then they got thirsty and i bought them a drink.
hakim,faizul and me walk all the way to changi village.
we like cam-whore throughout the day after i got back.
then there some dudes.(remained unknown to protected identity and coolness)
we headed back on an 89.then dropped at downtown
for KUIH-MUIH.then head home.

looks like school opening soon!
getting my school shoes tmr.
can`t wait to see my classmates.
must wait for monday.must wait for monday.
must wait for monday.must wait for monday.
au revoir!

working hard like a buzzing bee.

2008-06-15T10:38:00.000-07:00

describe today in one word:AWESOME!
today,i got to meet my friends!finally,
after all the stupid chicken pox.
we met cos of faizul uncle`s wedding.
and we had to be KENDARATS!
i was fun!i came late with zara and muhd.
but poor thing,muhd had to leave early.
because his brother had a phobia of kuda kepang.
it okay.i understand.i have phobias to.
well after that hakim had to head home.
COS IT FATHER`S DAY!
i secretly got my dad a perfume.okay back to story.
then after we ate and the kuda kepang dance.
we got to work.i was an exhausting job.
and it kinda of nervous asking total stranger if they are done with their food.
but not the first time i did this job.
after the whole job.we all karaoke.
me,zara and amirah sang 'mungkin nanti'.
faizull and alep sang too;i dont remember their songs.
after that we head home but nadya wanted to come.
but the whole thang was like totally over.
but so sweet of yani and faizul to wait for her.
so we headed home.take 69 to interchange.
than 81 to all the way home.

never forget this day.

today really made me realise how much i miss my friends.
haha.but the funny thing is that.
they kept saying that i didnt look as though i had chicken pox.
well,it maybe i heal a little bit faster than everyone else.
from cut and wounds to heartbreak i guess.
PHOTO GALLERY TIME!

belly dancers!

ZOMG!we`re being swash!

lilttle girl on the loose!

that it.
i better be sleeping now.i got a ferry to catch tomorrow.
i going off to BINTAN!

my dear chickenp pox.

2008-06-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

i don't know.but this stupid disease called chicken pox made me realise that there more to life to just school,going out and being totally me(u guys know how i can be).because of this poxes,i manage to stay at home for more than 3 days which is A NEW WORLD RECORD!!!(for me).i spent my time looking in the mirror,talking to myself(at least i admit it unlike some of u people),spend time with monkey girl,read two book(it been a long time since i read a book),watch loads of anime and Korean drama,think and plan my future and practice my drama lines.but there more than that but i apparently don't remember.and i have nomore company cause ayuni flying off to langkawi!but there are pros and cons for me to have chicken poxes.
disadvantages:-
-I CANNOT GO TO JAPAN!(that obvious)
-I cannot go out.
-I cannot stay in the sun because it make my spots swell.
-I have to bath more than twice(i hate bathing!SSSHHH!!)
-I have to wear calamol lotion which makes me look like a zombie.
-I have to wear a night gown and go bra-less so that my clothing don't scratch my spots.
-I have spots which i is so unglamourous.
-I AM MISSING MY JAPAN TRIP!(which i apparently work so hard for)
-I have loads of itches but i cannot scratch.
-i have to sleep all the time so i can heal more.

but to every tragedy there is a bright side to it.
advantages:-
-My mom being nice to me because she knows i having a mid-life crisis.
-I don't have to do housework because my mom think i am a contamination.
-I get to use the computer as long as i want
-I get visitor once in a while.
-I get new stuff everyday.i don't know why
-My parents try so hard to make up for my japan trip.but they don't have to.
-I learn that life is full of disappointment.
-I get to eat whatever i want because my mom think i am anorexic.i so far from that.
-My parents are being be nice to me so i dont get too depressed about the japan trip.I AM NOT DEPRESSED!

so now u know how it feels to have chicken poxs.so dont get it!
well,that all i have to blog about so buzz off BOZO!

my horrendous week update.

2008-06-10T06:46:00.000-07:00

i have chicken pox and now i am bored.because i cannot go out shopping and enjoy the great singapore sale which i been waiting all year.

my spending list:-bra and panties(cos i need to feel sexy)
-new school bag
-new school shoes(mine is torn)
-get more dresses
-nightgowns(cos my room super HOT)
-a new wallet and watch
-SHOES!
i miss all my friends.HEY U CAN COME VISIT ME AT HOME!
i dont mind because i be home like for the rest of the whole week.
and i need company.well,wht happen today?i eat,sleep,eat,sleep,read books.tht it.ouh.and watch tv.and AIRAH came while i was napping because of my medication.sorry baby.she came to pass WARDAH present of chocolate.i was really nice and crunchy.BURP!haha.
i hopw i can go on the 15th and 19th.i really want to get well.and make this hideous bumps disappear.

ouh well,times up for me!later!

the world getting harsher.WAKE UP!

2008-06-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

tears are streaming down my cheeks

i spend my days asleep

i was suppose to be in japan

now,i can`t even get a tan

depressed and dispirited

maybe i wasn't able to go as i was cursed and hated

all my effort is wasted and useless

i cry my heart out for feeling so hopeless

my hope of seeing a new sight of the world was crushed

i go to sleep at night by being hushed

i feel like not going school

because i know it going to drool

i hate my stupid chicken pox

i feel that i been hoax

the only that can make me better is u

i hope my wish for a better life will come true

~hayati

my little test from god.

2008-06-07T07:16:00.000-07:00

i know u guys are wonder.
why the hell am i here blogging instead of going to check in my bag to japan.
well,here some big news.
I GOT CHICKEN POX!
so that means i cannot go japan.
at first i thought that i could just keep it quiet and just go.
but i realise that i might infect somebody else.
and that just irresponsible.i dont want to be the normal careless hayati
who just go around doing stuff without thinking of others.
so i decided not to go.but atleast now someone else could enjoy the trip for me.
which was miss yang.i am very estatic for her.
i bet she must really want to go to japan.
well,that the price i have to pay for having a very low immunity system and spending time with my little sister.
who had chicken pox.but it okay.i dont blame her.she didnt do it on purpose.
i guess now the time to stay at home and study the upcoming school term.
and i can finally spend time with my mom which i been neglecting for months.
i really sorry mom.i think i got too caught up in studies.
and when i not,i just look at this stupid computer screen.
but this few days.my parents have been very supportive.
they help me so much in many ways.
my dad even tried cheering me up by buying tickets to langkawi.
so i headed to langkawi after i get well.but he dont really have to do this.
i mean i dont deserve it.i dont think i good enough for this

i need to rest now.bouncing of to another world.(i hope)

the losing interest.

2008-06-04T06:07:00.000-07:00

japan is of a distance
i trying to keep consistent
i feel that i am about to give up
and making me more fed up.
going to miss home.
because i rather sit here like stone.
my dear friends are missed.
i hope the folks there dont tease.
this trip better worth the sweat.
my health is hanging on a thread.
i am coming down with a fever.
and suffering like dying beaver.
i hope a surprise will avail
and change my life trail
by beg is almost pack
and so are the snack
but why am i still so annoyed?
just go and enjoy!

still sitting in the cave of misery.

waiting for someone to make me all cheery.

Where are u honey?

awaiting for surprises in JAPAN!

2008-06-03T04:52:00.001-07:00

I`m all pack and ready to go for japan!
see my suitcase(I KNOW ITS PINK!)

F.Y.I:this luggage is not mine it my sister
so that WHY ITS PINK!

I`M READY TO GO!

HAYATI!
and i learn how to write my name in japanese!
OMG!there a test tmr on JAPANESE!crap.
i better study later.
and i got the sovenirs for the folks there
we also got to BORROW.
the school blazers.
mine like huge but its okay

some singapore munchies for u folks.

LOOK!IT THE ATTACK OF THE GIANT BLAZER!

just testing IT out.

but above all of that i will miss my love ones.
i gonna miss u.
mom.dad.moronic sister.siti.
my TWL!all my dear friends!

will miss every atom of u!

keeping the love strong!

zooming of to an alien zone!

i did well.

2008-05-29T05:07:00.000-07:00

i got my results
last Wednesday.
i did fairly well.
i will not tell u my results
as this may arise some hateful feeling.
but i can only say.
that i still have to improve
my languages and humanities.
my Malay!oh my goodness!
i got a c6.
well,i will admit that i did
not study much of the subject
but i move one grade up for my English.
i got B4 for that.
and i so have to buck up for humanities.
it a B3.
but i happy with my L14/R5
L1R4-8 & L1R5-11
almost there to meridian jc.
i really want to get to a good jc.
because i know it will push me up
with goos stress.
3 reasons why i want to go Meridian jc
1.i near my house so i don't have to waste oil n money
2.i want to join the cheer leading team there.
3.i get to show to my parents that i am capable of doing well.

my parent each had their own reaction.
my mom:happy and glad that i pass so i can go japan
my dad:no sign of a smiling face makes me feel there amiss to this.
well,all my hard work have paid off.
especially doing consistent work for maths.
my reaction:i ecstatic for doing well and
less worried that my parents wont have to
keep bugging me to study.

this week plans
well,the week almost over cos it now Thursday.
first two day(Monday&Tuesday),stay at home
n do housework.
no.no.no.
i went out on Monday to bugis to get some clothes
for my japan trip.
then from Wednesday
was pack with japan meeting
and Japaneses classes.
tomorrow.i got DRAMA!
i still got two more scene to memorize!
I AM THE QUEEN FLAMINGO!

now for 101 on Japanese
i teach u guys the basics.
good morning-Ohayoo Gozaimasu
good afternoon-Konnichiwa
good evening-Konbanwa
how are u?-o-genki desu ka
yes-hai
no-iie
please-doozo
thank you-doomo(this want when u are in a rush)
thank you-arigato gozaimasu(more polite if u use this)
that all.note:all of the above is formal.
being formal in japan is very important if not.
u might give the wrong impression

well,i think the post is a little to long!
so hopping off now!don`t miss me so much!
i promise i will blog one last time before i go off
next week at 7 June.
HOP!HOP!HOP!BYE!

a twisted week!

2008-05-23T07:08:00.000-07:00

ZOMG!
i really dont know where to start with this post.
okay lets start on monday.
nothing happen though it was vesak day.
ouh,my grandparents were around.
they decieded to eat at vivo
at a restaurant called GARUDA.
then they stayed over till the next day

my results!
i think it safe to say that i passed
all my subjects!
thank u allah!
i really work so hardfor this term.
which i never done before.
i really working this hard for JAPAN
and another personal reason.
and i manage to maintain my A1 for my A&E maths,

then on wednesdy i skipped school
because my i had to go for my medical examination
and get my flu vaccine.(the one the boys claim it for HIV)
it is not!then in the afternoon i went to meet my japan group.
and had a hearty talk with them.and plan our stuff and all.
then i went to amirahs house
and get ready for our soccer match.
we had our own uniforms!
borrowed of course!

G-girls yaww!

then the rest was a total bore.
then next day also got.
which i had no energy to play.
and i lost my beloved bestfriend at the same time.
while playing football.
all name must be disclosed to protect the person identity.
i so uberly despair.

today was innovation day.
zara was the host for the show.
and there was a few screw up here
and there but she did very well!
it been better if the MODELS were listening!
hahaha.
then we went down to buy stuff.went to yani shop
and bought cornflakes and jelly.
lovely cornflakes.
it just melt in your mouth.
then i bought a comic.
called 'love for venus'
it was ONE DOLLAR!
then our day ended.
NOT FOR ME!
i had drama and the japan meeting.
so i went fo rthe japan meeting first.
and we had alot of fun with the games and all.
then at 3.45pm i had to hop down to drama.
and guess what?

I GOT THE ROLE I WANTED!
which was queen flamingo.i know it not much.
but better then nothing.
so watch out for me at COL.
i love the role it so bitch and fun!
then went to meet my group members of the Japan trip.
then went to buy waffle at coral primary there.
then go home.

hahah!!
i havent been talking about HIM!
i got over HIM!
he a total disgusting idiot!

whtever.
i got the phot from zara taken by yani.
from the bowling outing
so family-like!

love u through thick and thin.

i will cherish this crazy moments.

well,i got to rocket to DREAMLAND NOW!
for now,sayonara!

an abstract of my mind.

2008-05-17T21:32:00.000-07:00

this nostalgic feeling keep grabbing me back,
it swallowing me as thought i was a snack
i mask this feeling to keep it seal
but i start to think again if i am for real?
i masked myself as a happy but unseemly young heart
but this is when the pain starts
people are getting misconception
do i really need all this deception?
displayed in school as a temptress
but i nothing more than an angel
try to clean my old ways
but it keep affecting my days
the wise always advise ignorant is bliss
by doing that i feel there amiss
trying to get my head out of the confusion
it seems that it getting more tension
i try so hard to be clean
but always seen as a thief
-hayati

awesome fun!

2008-05-16T08:20:00.000-07:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!
yeah!
so we all weent to celebrate!!
we decided to go bowling!
we wanted to go e-hub.
but that place was flood with people!
people=ex-bf,classmates,enemy,bitches,mats
but airah couldnt go cos she made a promise with her bf.
it okay i understand.
but it wasnt as fun without u.
u get my point!
so we went safra!
which i didnt agree at first.
cos i will waste my bus fare
n waste my time travellin to tampines
but i went so no big deal.
BUT!
when we got there.there was a competition.
and we had to wait.kwangs!
but whatever.so we waited and eat.

then we all decided to celebrate
our beloved ISNUR birthday.how old again?ouh.15

we got him ben and jerry ice-cream and a chuppa chuppa lollipop.
after the long wait.we got to play.
we took up 3lanes cos there were 16 of us.
after an hour playing.
HIGHLIGHTS
-khairia let go of her ball at her back swing
as alep calls it the ball behind the player.
-faizul and mamat(my group) and hafiz(my group) were the top players
-i had a spare went i threw the ball lyk a monkey.
-zara first time bowling.
yeah that it i think.
then i had a moment with the top players!

faizul!

mamat!

haha.lyk big deal.
then i had my moment.

i love BOWLING ball!

CONGKAK!
afterwards we went on 21 and seperated quietly back to our homes.

MAN!today was utterly uberly awesomely fun and great!
but still wasnt as great as airah wasnt there.
but it was great.with all the jokes and the weirdness.

the stress is slowly flowing out.

2008-05-12T01:40:00.000-07:00

if u find this post retarded.
it probably because i just woke up.
by that fucking mad sister of mine.
what happen today?
well,i met this guy.we make out
then we had sex.
he came to my house.
ask my mom if he could marry me.

no!
ofcourse that didnt happen.
i was with zara after school.
we finish our PHYSICS paper.
hallelujah!
now we got chemistry and a-maths.
and we got no school tomorrow!
DOUBLE YEAH!
as soon as this week is over i off to enjoy!
but at my own expenses.
my dad not singapore.
i will not spare u the info on his location.
so that means no extra cash.

contining on my story.
after we finished exams.
thn go toilet and camwhore-ing
and this are the pictures!

contining.....
i didnt get to see HIM today.
BOOHOO!then after the picture taking frenzy.
zara wanted to go to E-HUB!
so amirah and me went.
we went around.and started to make plans.
at the bowling alley.
we met up with 3e1 boys and the sec1 boys.
then amirah went home.all of a sudden.
i wonder why?hmmm.
then we went downtown.jalan-jalan.
we went home met khairia.
at the bus-stop.she wanted to study with nadya.
then yeah.HOME!
wakaka!i remember in the bus on the way to E-HUB!
there was this overweight chinese woman.
another commuter tegur her about her PANTS NOT ZIP!
at the front.then i saw.i had no intention to see.
then i saw her floral BLUE panties and her tummy.
HAHAHAH!okay,i`m sorry.but i had to share that.

now.i still figuring out wht to do with my state of just woken up.

i guess i better go back to sleep.
nighties babys!

the stress is hammering on me!

2008-05-09T05:24:00.000-07:00

hahah!!!
thank godnesss!
humanities ARE OVER!
languages ARE OVER!
humanities=geography and social studies.
languages=English and mother tongue.
but i so worried.
cos i didnt really elaborate for humanities for the last essays.
i really hope i pass with flying colours!
i really need this marks to prove my mom that i not playing ard.
and that i`m finally serious in studying.

And if this entry looks like a retard did it.
i have to apologise.
cos this is the first time i posted pictures on my blog.

but dad been understanding.
he saw me so stress over the weekend
and decided to let me change the my handphone!
i know whst u people are thinking.
is her dad crazy letting her change hp before exams.
wht if she dont do well for the exams.
well,people i DOESNT MATTER!

so my phone is now from crappy to cool.

before

(unknown model)

u see the scratches.
looks like a wolf just chewed on it.

after

N81

so i went to test it out on thursday after our
nerve wrecking geography and e maths exam.
i will put a few couse the other quite undecent.

pout baby!

funny face parade!

then just now after school,
hang with the usual minus the boys
then i went home but zara wanted to buy air batu mly
i went also cos it was a hot day.
u knw that means.
hot girl hot day=air batu malaysia
hahaha.kidding!
then walk home met my mom at bus-stop.
she wanted to go her friend house then i followed.
took aunty zarina car.
went person house.
i got bored and took a picture.
then went to PARKWAY PARADE!
that place is heaven.but heaven better.
already plan what to get for japan trip.

END!

the struggles.

2008-05-02T08:32:00.000-07:00

okay people!
i know i`m such a total BITCH for not updating.
so what?I GOT A LIFE.
UPDATES IN MY LIFE!
exams like next week.
and i so not hitting the book while my peeps are.
i really should but i havent got it the mood.
i dont know why.
i keep feeling that there apart of me that very distracted by something.

FAMILY
then my parents keep adding on the problem.
they keep complaining to met that my sister(siti)
like misbehaving and ask me why?
WTF!
i dont know.i dont follow here around so.
but seriously my sister have changed.
she hardly home.she far more bitch to me now.
she like now SO self-centred.doesnt help ard the house.
i dont know wht becoming of that lilttle miss selfBITCH.
it not like i hate her or anything but it just tht.
indirectly my parents are blaming me for it.
but my sister have her own problem.

SCHOOL!
exam updates!
geograpy:need more work
malay:i rather put a gun to my head.
social studies:need to read notes
a.maths n e.maths:MORE PRACTICE!
sciences:please hayati!read more and know your work!

i feel like giving up school nowadays.
it like i not motivated any more.
my parents totally neglects me now cos they concentratin on my sisters.
i like here in my anime land.

LASTLY!!
I GOING TO JAPAN!
with mamat,furqaan and alep.
i got volunteered to be the group leader of my group.
i hope my group members likes me.
they kinda of a quiet bunch compared to the others.
but i bet they be full of jolly fun when we in japan.
but i really would love to get to know them.
i have to pass my exams so that i cn go our i DEAD.

nightos!
cheerios!

summary of what have happen this year.

2007-12-11T08:32:00.000-08:00

It`s ALMOST a month after my birthday.
alot has happen heartbreaks,laughter,boredom and more.
i SO SORRY for not updating like for months i been busy.THAT A LIE!
i been lazy.man,for that santa will have to put me on the NAUGHTY list.i made that since primary five ever since i hit a guy in his eye.hope his eye is blind for that.
if this entry is so boring to u dont mind me.
cos i in a bad state.the reason is yet to be known.cos i so messed up this holiday.
i got alot of cleaning up and soul searching to do.
haiz.ouhya.i also been busy with the exams,drama and all.
but i miss school.man,i hate holidays sometimes.
i miss my friends.i miss the detentions.the scandal to the gossip.the cuties.
i miss irritating the teachers.haha.
i miss the stupid games we play.but i gonna meet them all at the pit this friday.
still thinking of what to wear or whether i shud wear clothes.
haha.joking.ofcourse.i will wear clothes.i not a sick flasher.
but i been hanging out with ayuni who is like sick badly.
my mom and monkeys.been to vivo like every single week.
thn go tm.the heerens(i still waiting for u nadya!).wisma atriam.
mom have been try her best not to work but she so workaholic so cnnt help it n she keeps saying she broke but my dad given her alot of money.
wonder what is she doing with her money.hais.
this is only short and brief of my holiday and events of life.

2007-06-30T08:03:00.000-07:00

the countinuing of the previous post...
skool alreadii started n it so busy!!
drama have 2 play to act.
the assembly programme n d speech day.
the assembly programme is so exciting 4 me.not sure bout u guys.
i gonna b the MC for d FIRST tyme in my LYFE!n main cast.
den d speech day kinda of lame.wait correctin..
IS LAME!!
d damn mrs lu go make us change the damn script AGAIN!
hope she die of VAGINA CANCER a.k.a NONOK CANCER.
den d CA ok 4 me.
i gort: a1-2(sci n maths)
B`s:3 or 4
C`s:2lyk tat
NO FAILS!IPASSED EVERYTINK!!
now 4 my speech.
i wud lyk to tank my mom for giving birth to me.
my dad for payin my hospital bills wen i was born.
god for makin all tis happen.
my fwends n family 4 deir OVERWHELMIN supprt.
BULLSHIT!!except the god part.n fwends n family
i tink i done for nw.
so keep reading my blog.
the same HAYATI.DRAMAQUEEN.but differ MOOD!

2007-06-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

I AM SO SOWIE!!NOT UPDATING!!!!
it not that i wanna update but i been relly busy wif
DRAMA!FWENDS!FAMILY!LOVE!
i spend most of my holidays at hme wif my mom.
WHY?
coz she broke her backbone wen we wer at jakarta.
she was goin down d staircase at my aunt place.
den...
BOOM!
n i thot i was gonna fall der.
so i spend my tymedoing hse chores lyk:washing
cleaning,moppin,ironing,folding clothes.etc
i felt lyk a maid seh.
BUT it was a NEW experience.
HAHAHA!!!BULLSHIT HAYATI!
but i spend some of my afternoon wif AYUNI,ZARA,SHALIHEEN.etc
i did`nt really hang wif my fwends this holiday.i really wan to.
BOOHOO!!
but dpt PAHALA
tat d impt tink.n i startin to tink my mom kinda of start ot trust me.
tat nice to feel.but she still dun let me go out so often.
but it not lyk i taking DRUGS,SMOKING,DRINKING or HAVING SEX rite?
so no BIGGIE!
i really mis my fwends tat tyme!
lyk:ZARA
WARDAH
HAZIQAH
HYRUL
MAMAT
AMIRAH
N LOTS!!!
to be countinued...

2007-05-01T07:05:00.000-07:00

hiie!!tis is my ferst tyme blogging.so i dun realli noe wat i`m tokin bout.wat sud i bog bout.ummm.i noe.todae nadya help me wif my new blog.TANKZ!love u.den we study at my hse.actualli we wen lyk studyin.shoits!i hab to go.blog another tyme.

2007-05-01T00:39:00.000-07:00